Sunday

May 31, 2009

When we surrender our'selves' to that secret place which Jesus is speaking of and in quiet thankfulness always seek Him for everything, there is no need to be out in the lime light. We soon realize as we surrender to this secret place of our hearts where He lives within us there is no need for outward performance in order to get a public applause.

Life is heaven on earth. As I seek fully His kingdom 'to come', I realize this is His kingdom, The Secret Place is Here as well as There. There is no separation, no difference, no division between Here and There. The Cross is the intersection which we must pass through. We have access to Heaven right here on Earth.

I really see that when I am able to do these things, it is only because I am constantly dying to myself, moment by moment and day by day. 'What I focus on increases', so if I focus on the Kingdom of God is at hand, then the Kingdom of God increases in me. But me being so totally out of focus most of the time and easily distracted is a dilemma to overcome. Even when my desire is to stay in touch with Jesus within me, the world can easily distract me, my mind can easily go amuck.

I must fight for Truth and focus on what is pure and lovely and admirable. Think about things that are excellent and worthy of praise. I say this knowing that it only comes with a real heart change within me. My heart is teaching me to see and hear.
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Matthew 6:1 "Take care! Don't do your good deeds publicly, to be admired, because then you will lose the reward from your Father in heaven. 2 When you give a gift to someone in need, don't shout about it as the hypocrites do – blowing trumpets in the synagogues and streets to call attention to their acts of charity! I assure you, they have received all the reward they will ever get. 3 But when you give to someone, don't tell your left hand what your right hand is doing. 4 Give your gifts in secret, and your Father, who knows all secrets, will reward you. 5 "And now about prayer. When you pray, don't be like the hypocrites who love to pray publicly on street corners and in the synagogues where everyone can see them. I assure you, that is all the reward they will ever get. 6 But when you pray, go away by yourself, shut the door behind you, and pray to your Father secretly. Then your Father, who knows all secrets, will reward you. 7 "When you pray, don't babble on and on as people of other religions do. They think their prayers are answered only by repeating their words again and again. 8 Don't be like them, because your Father knows exactly what you need even before you ask him! 9 Pray like this: Our Father in heaven, may your name be honored. 10 May your Kingdom come soon. May your will be done here on earth, just as it is in heaven. 11 Give us our food for today, 12 and forgive us our sins, just as we have forgiven those who have sinned against us. 13 And don't let us yield to temptation, but deliver us from the evil one 14 "If you forgive those who sin against you, your heavenly Father will forgive you. 15 But if you refuse to forgive others, your Father will not forgive your sins. 16 "And when you fast, don't make it obvious, as the hypocrites do, who try to look pale and disheveled so people will admire them for their fasting. I assure you, that is the only reward they will ever get. 17 But when you fast, comb your hair and wash your face. 18 Then no one will suspect you are fasting, except your Father, who knows what you do in secret. And your Father, who knows all secrets, will reward you. 19 "Don't store up treasures here on earth, where they can be eaten by moths and get rusty, and where thieves break in and steal. 20 Store your treasures in heaven, where they will never become moth-eaten or rusty and where they will be safe from thieves. 21 Wherever your treasure is, there your heart and thoughts will also be. 22 "Your eye is a lamp for your body. A pure eye lets sunshine into your soul. 23 But an evil eye shuts out the light and plunges you into darkness. If the light you think you have is really darkness, how deep that darkness will be! 24 "No one can serve two masters. For you will hate one and love the other, or be devoted to one and despise the other. You cannot serve both God and money. 25 "So I tell you, don't worry about everyday life – whether you have enough food, drink, and clothes. Doesn't life consist of more than food and clothing? 26 Look at the birds. They don't need to plant or harvest or put food in barns because your heavenly Father feeds them. And you are far more valuable to him than they are. 27 Can all your worries add a single moment to your life? Of course not. 28 "And why worry about your clothes? Look at the lilies and how they grow. They don't work or make their clothing, 29 yet Solomon in all his glory was not dressed as beautifully as they are. 30 And if God cares so wonderfully for flowers that are here today and gone tomorrow, won't he more surely care for you? You have so little faith! 31 "So don't worry about having enough food or drink or clothing. 32 Why be like the pagans who are so deeply concerned about these things? Your heavenly Father already knows all your needs, 33 and he will give you all you need from day to day if you live for him and make the Kingdom of God your primary concern. 34 "So don't worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will bring its own worries. Today's trouble is enough for today. (NLT)



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And when I typed pass through the Cross this came up again. This was Pentecost we celebrate today and everyday. They knew. It isn't an outward performance but an inward secret relationship with Him that manifests outwardly.


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Wednesday

May 27, 2009 Enigma to complete

Psalm 111:2 How amazing are the deeds of the LORD! All who delight in him should ponder them. (NLT)

The Spirit of God dwells in all men and women. Who will ponder His goodness and infinite Love? Who will to ponder this together? Who will ponder His absolute Truth? Who will to go to depths of His Love without fear? Who will follow His invitation? This is all for Life, there is no other reason. We choose the way in which we walk and how far we are willing to go. His Life/Breath is in each of us, created in us. We cannot misunderstand what has been put into our hearts.

Who will ponder this together until this enigma is complete?


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Tuesday

May 26, 2009 Eternal, Internal Peace

One life changing experience is internal peace. Once I realize the difference between outward happiness and inner peace, then by example I can begin to affect peace.

My peace is not depending on anything I 'do', nor does it depend on anything any one else does to or for me. It also does not depend on where I am or my outward situation, physical comfort, being alone or with many people. My peace is inward and 'no' outward circumstance can change that. This work is continuous and my mind must be constantly renewed so my heart can continually expand.

What does peace look like? There is no more acting out in fear that is separating or destructive both inward and outward. There are no more troubled hearts, but flowing conduits of expanding peace, one person to another. With authentic inner peace we are able to invite others to find inner peace by example..

This peace began with our God, Who sent His Son and Who left us His Spirit. .

He is always reminding us

John 14:25 "All this I have spoken while still with you. 26 But the Counselor, the Holy Spirit, whom the Father will send in my name, will teach you all things and will remind you of everything I have said to you. 27 Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid."


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Friday

May 22, 2009 Seeking to be healed

To everyone seeking healing and everyone seeking healing for another,

We have beautiful images and amazing songs of Jesus depicting Him knocking on the door, sitting in gardens, holding us, touching us, as well as depictions of His life, death and resurrection, but I can't think of one depiction of Him inside of us. I guess I'm back on His Light and Love and maybe here to stay since this is so profound to me. What does Jesus look like on the inside us? He may not be directly visible to our physical eyes, but when we look into the face of every human being created in His image we are looking at Him.

I really felt in my heart to remind you to stay in touch with Jesus 'within' you. He is not just 'outside' of us. We have been so focused on Him 'out' there, and 'up' there or 'in' there, that we miss Him 'in' here. Jesus 'in' us is our First Love experience. Although we know He is omnipresent, He is not just walking 'by' or called 'down' or drawn ''near', He is 'in' our hearts. We can meet Him in the secret place where He is waiting all the time. His healing Love and Light permeates every cell of our created being.

The secret garden is 'in' our hearts.

This healing you have always known.


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Thursday

May 21, 2009 Xara - Phos - Lampos

Happiness,” the term that Aristotle uses to designate the highest human good, is ....more like well-being or flourishing than any feeling of contentment. http://www.britannica.com/EBchecked/topic/34560/Aristotle/254722/Happiness

(xsara-lampos) Χαραλαμπος Joy to shine. (lampos - lamp)

Happiness and Virtue as a MeanEdip Yuksel Happiness is a feeling. It is probably the balance (remainder) of pains and pleasures, fortunes and misfortunes, success and failures, love and hatred, hope and worries. In other words, it is the average perception of all "good" perception minus all "bad" perception. It seems that we have two different concepts of happiness regarding its life-span. Temporal happiness and permanent happiness (or real happiness). The former is our current response (feelings) to a particular pleasing phenomenon. The later is a state of contentment regarding our overall aspects of life.
My Webster's College Dictionary briefly states the modern concept of happiness. You are happy, if you are:
1. delighted, pleased, or glad;
2. characterized by pleasure, contentment, or joy;
3. favored by fortune; fortunate or lucky.
http://www.yuksel.org/e/philosophy/happiness.htm

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Regardless of the definition or origin of happiness or joy if it is promoted by 'outward' things it is only temporary. If happiness is an 'inward' state of mind, no rather a state of the heart, it will flourish in every circumstance regardless of outward pleasures or outward disappointments. But

I really do like the origin of the Greek word, Χαραλαμπος, it is the light φως (phos)..so much of this is coming up for me these days about Light. I'm led to His Light within me as I look for His Light in others. Χαρα is really joy and with the internal shine (lampos), His Light really does shine with Joy from 'within'.So once again this Light of His is not little at all.

Xara - Phos - Lampos

Wednesday

May 20, 2009 Love/Light

Darkness Must flee in the face of light but light Will Not flee in the face of darkness.
Put this to an observable test...
Dark room - turn on light switch, voila! - no darkness!
Lighted room - turn on a dark switch (not too silly is it?) - nix! - There is still light!

We are constantly being faced with darkness and blindness in the darkness. With the Light of Jesus, which is in us, wherever we carry His Love/Light, darkness must flee. This is because darkness/fear/the enemy (which needs no attention at all) is afraid of His Love/Light.

Emptied vessels can be filled because they are empty. I often say, 'I have to get down to the bottom of myself', emptied until God fills me and shows me His Way through every doubting, fearful situation. Completely emptied of fear (reaction and response reveal the fear) versus His Love/Light.

His Infinite Love Wins Infinitely.

I went back to my friends notes to pull these. Thank you Lizabeth, for you, and for us, as we constantly hold each other so we can remember.

'Love Broke Out' by Lizabeth Doolittle

Friday, February 20, 2009 at 12:25am
Verb: break out breyk awt1. Start abruptly"

After 1989, peace broke out in the former East Bloc"- erupt

2. Begin suddenly and sometimes violently"He broke out shouting""Love Broke Out", "Prayer Broke Out", "Kindness Broke Out"These are the headlines I would love to see in the newspapers, instead of the senseless tragedies we do see.

A family in our community lost a son in such a senseless event. Headlines were written about this unfathomable loss of life and all of those who loved this family and those who just love life wanted those headlines and reporting to be a made up horror story, lies, fabrications, a fictional tragedy. But the loss was real.

A friend, Vicky, wrote to me on facebook that a 15 year old girl was life-flighted from her neighborhood, after suffering a stroke. Vicky said all the neighbors came out of their homes and "prayer broke out".

I love this definition of "break out"--- 2. Begin suddenly and sometimes violentlyAdjective: violent vI-(u-)lunt

1. Acting with or marked by or resulting from great force or energy or emotional intensityLet love break out. Let prayer break out. Let kindness break out. Let us be violent, forceful, energetic, passionate, purposeful, proactive about our prayers, displays of love, and tangible acts of kindness!

Jesus encouraged us (yes, even us pacifists) that the violent take the Kingdom of heaven by force. THIS is the violence we need to see. Real women and real men passionately, purposely loving. Let love and prayer and kindness break out (suddenly and sometimes violently) now.

Remember the song, "Let there be peace on earth, and let it begin with me"? Let violent, passionate, purposeful, proactive, energetic, love break out and let it begin with me. And you. And you. And you....

And Greg and Rebecca I am thinking of you...you know why... if you could ever add it to your songs, please.. :-)

'Love Broke Thru' by Ketih Green
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h89-3_kIRDA&feature=PlayList&p=5A7568084C40E6B8&index=0&playnext=1

Like a foolish dreamer that was trying to build
A highway to the sky
All my world come tumblin down
And I never knew just why
Until today when You pulled away the clouds
That hung like curtains on my eyes.
I was blind all these wasted years when
I thought I was so wise.
But then You took me by surprise.

Like waking up from the longest dream
How real it seemed
Until Your love broke through
And I was lost in a fantasy
That blinded me
Until your love broke through.

All my life I have been searching
For that crazy missing part
With one touch Lord You just rolled away
The stone that held my heart,

Now I see that the answer was as easy
As my need to let love in
And I am so sure I could never doubt
Your gentle touch again
It's like the power of the wind.
Like waking up from the longest dream
How real it seemed
Until Your love broke through
And I was lost in a fantasy
That blinded me
Until your love broke through.



Remember this? Smile Jesus Loves You!


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Sunday

May 17, 2009 Phobos of What?!

'I will never leave you or forsake you, My Perfect Love will remove all your fears'. Can you hear Jesus saying this to us?

There is a fear or phobia for everything. There is even a fear of fear.

Phobias or Phobos - Φόβος from the Greek means fear or horror.

Phobia is the most common mental disorder in the U.S. While not comprehensive, the phobia list below offers a glimpse of the many phobias that can have a serious impact on an individual's life. It is interesting that they left out the fear of money. In our society this is probably number one - fear of Money or Chrometophobia. Whether direct contact with money, lack of it or too much money our society is plagued with the fear of it.

You will get a big kick out of this in regard to our insane reactions to money. Enjoy!http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s78jm5PIUDI

Here is a list from About.com
http://psychology.about.com/od/phobias/a/phobialist.htm

A
Achluophobia - Fear of darkness.
Acrophobia - Fear of heights.
Agliophobia - Fear of pain.
Agoraphobia - Fear of open spaces or crowds.
Aichmophobia - Fear of needles or pointed objects.
Amaxophobia - Fear of riding in a car.
Androphobia - Fear of men.
Anginophobia - Fear of angina or choking.
Anthrophobia - Fear of flowers.
Anthropophobia - Fear of people or society.
Aphenphosmphobia - Fear of being touched.
Arachnophobia - Fear of spiders.
Arithmophobia - Fear of numbers.
Astraphobia - Fear of thunder and lightening.
Ataxophobia - Fear of disorder or untidiness.
Atelophobia - Fear of imperfection.
Atychiphobia - Fear of failure.
Autophobia - Fear of being alone.

B
Bacteriophobia - Fear of bacteria.
Barophobia - Fear of gravity.
Bathmophobia - Fear of stairs or steep slopes.
Batrachophobia - Fear of amphibians.
Belonephobia - Fear of pins and needles.
Bibliophobia - Fear of books.
Botanophobia - Fear of plants.

C
Cacophobia - Fear of ugliness.
Catagelophobia - Fear of being ridiculed.
Catoptrophobia - Fear of mirrors.
Chionophobia - Fear of snow.
Chromophobia - Fear of colors.
Chronomentrophobia - Fear of clocks.
Claustrophobia - Fear of confined spaces.
Coulrophobia - Fear of clowns.
Cyberphobia - Fear of computers.
Cynophobia - Fear of dogs.

D
Dendrophobia - Fear of trees.
Dentophobia - Fear of dentists.
Domatophobia - Fear of houses.
Dystychiphobia - Fear of accidents.
EEcophobia - Fear of the home.
Elurophobia - Fear of cats.
Entomophobia - Fear of insects.
Ephebiphobia - Fear of teenagers.
Equinophobia - Fear of horses.

G
Gamophobia - Fear of marriage.
Genuphobia - Fear of knees.
Glossophobia - Fear of speaking in public.
Gynophobia - Fear of women.

H
Heliophobia - Fear of the sun.
Hemophobia - Fear of blood.
Herpetophobia - Fear of reptiles.
Hydrophobia - Fear of water.

I
Iatrophobia - Fear of doctors.
Insectophobia - Fear of insects.

K
Koinoniphobia - Fear of rooms.
LLeukophobia - Fear of the color white.
Lilasophobia - Fear of tornadoes and hurricanes.
Lockiophobia - Fear of childbirth.

M
Mageirocophobia - Fear of cooking.
Megalophobia - Fear of large things.
Melanophobia - Fear of the color black.
Microphobia - Fear of small things.
Mysophobia - Fear of dirt and germs.

N
Necrophobia - Fear of death or dead things.
Noctiphobia - Fear of the night.
Nosocomephobia - Fear of hospitals.

O
Obesophobia - Fear of gaining weight.
Octophobia - Fear of the figure 8.
Ombrophobia - Fear of rain.
Ophidiophobia - Fear of snakes.
Ornithophobia - Fear of birds.

P
Papyrophobia - Fear of paper.
Pathophobia - Fear of disease.
Pedophobia - Fear of children.
Philophobia - Fear of love.
Phobophobia - Fear of phobias.
Podophobia - Fear of feet.
Porphyrophobia - Fear of the color purple.
Pteridophobia - Fear of ferns.
Pteromerhanophobia - Fear of flying.
Pyrophobia - Fear of fire.

S
Scolionophobia - Fear of school.
Selenophobia - Fear of the moon.
Sociophobia - Fear of social evaluation.
Somniphobia - Fear of sleep.

T
Tachophobia - Fear of speed.
Technophobia - Fear of technology.
Tonitrophobia - Fear of thunder.
Trypanophobia - Fear of injections.

V-Z
Venustraphobia - Fear of beautiful women.V
erminophobia - Fear of germs.
Wiccaphobia - Fear of witches and witchcraft.
Xenophobia - Fear of strangers or foreigners.
Zoophobia - Fear of animals.