Over the past 25+ years (actually a lifetime) the journey and healing and awareness to Love God, myself and my neighbor has often been intercepted by life's circumstances as hurricane force winds. Of course storms continue to try and distract me and try to pull me away from the center but with practice I see the wind for what it is. With over 500 previous blog entries and a break of almost a year I am beginning again and will enter the feelings of my heart on the topic of Love. The choice of words I choose will express my deeper relationship with only the One Who has called me to Love with His Love. I've always understood this and it only comes with complete surrender. And that surrender had revealed itself in the form of a continued prayer and accepting all that is associated with this prayer no matter the outcome. "Lord Your will be done, no matter what You want me to do I will do it." The conscious resistance of this prayer in the past had been my rebellion and loss, my own need to control my circumstances because of fear that God may ask me to do something I don't want to do or put me in a situation I can't handle. But once again I have returned to the freedom to Live and be ready in a moments notice to serve where He reveals for me to be and with whom He reveals (sometimes it is blatantly loud, sometimes it is in the stillness I hear the assignment).
Today and together with my husband Ken, we wait day by day on Him for each assignment and are free to leave or go in a moments notice wherever He says He wants us. Our desire (but that is totally up to His direction) is to serve in our community from our home as a hospitality home, with meals and a temporary place for individuals and families to stay. Living completely in Faith for God to supply our needs, we life coach and give of ourselves and live Love for all who seek. We answer only to the One Who has called us.
We live like the lilies and the sparrows and know now what appears to be need sometimes is not need at all. This is our experience.
I will begin to write again. It may not be everyday, but the topic will always be about Love.
Notice my blog url and email, it was planned from the beginning.
Love,
Tere
HisHeartMyHeart
hisheartmyheart@gmail.com
